Friday, September 14, 2012

Not so small blessings

It has been almost two weeks since little Sean came into our family, it some ways not much has changed and yet everything has changed. We have been SO blessed that he has been a sleeper. I am not trying to brag; I really truely sincerely feel like we have been blessed with him sleeping so much to make this transition easier on me. He is on a 3 1/2 hour feeding schedule now, all by himself. Sometimes I can actually time him waking up because he is so regular. He usually eats and then goes right back to sleep, and he will stay up for about two hours between feedings once maybe twice a day, that is it. I really don't know how I would handle life if he was up at night more often or during the day with the girls.
I have taken him to the pediatrician three times, for his color check, a weight check, and his two week appointment. It was so nice to go the the doctor with only one child, instead of three. Thanks Joe for watching the girls. He is doing well and was only one ounce under his birth weight!! That is HUGE. The girls all took close to a month to regain their birth weight, so I feel a major weight off my shoulders and feel totally cool letting him set his own schedule (let's hope it doesn't change for the worse in the near future).
Other than those trips to the doctor I have only left the house to make quick trips to the store, without kids. I miss being able to take the kids to the store during the day as needed, but with Sean making a fourth child that is not possible. We were all (even Joe) going to try to go to the library today but Sean was sleeping of course so I got to stay home with him. Oh yeah, we all went to grandma and grandpa's house last Saturday to go swimming but that is it. So in that way I feel like my world has totally changed, I am chained to this house for the time being, during the day at least.
Maybe that is why I feel so "blah" these days, not much motivation to do much. Maybe it's just the normal hormones, or the 'oh my gosh' realization that I have four children. I have four children, maybe I should keep repeating that until I can fathom that it is true. I could use a big boost of something to get me going again. Oh and Molly is done napping, we think. That is another energy drainer. She is such a sweet child but so demanding when it comes to getting her to do things, like go to the bathroom, get dressed, come here, go there, etc. She just continues with whatever she's doing and either stares off into space right above you or doesn't acknowledge that she even heard what you said. It can be so maddening day after day. So taking away that 2 1/2 hour break from that and the back and forth with Cassidy is tough at the moment. So much change in such a short period. I might just loose my mind soon. And Joe had to go back to work already, way sooner than we expected. Sigh. Oh well. C'est la vie. Vamos marchar!!! Vamos conquestamos com valor. Sorry, brief Portuguese moment.
On a happy note, my grandma was able to come visit us today. She has never been to my house before, even though she only lives about 20 miles away (health issues), so it was fun to have her here. She is the funniest old lady. I always leave her house laughing at something she said or did. I am glad that she was able to come today and hope she can come again soon.
So that is my life right now. In someways so nice and in other places a little rough, but that is how we grow and get stronger.

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